The person I sat by was a middle aged Belgium man who was
going to Africa as a director for a government film. We talked for a long time
about everything. I asked him about the spiritual aspect of Belgium. He was
telling me how their heritage was Catholic and most people would consider
themselves Catholic but only go to church for funerals and weddings. He said I
think that the church is in important for tradition and heritage but I don’t
believe in God. My heart broke… he shared how most people in Belgium don’t feel
a need for God or that religion is important. He said there are very few
Christian Churches but he had visited them before and enjoyed them more because
it was like more of a family and not just rituals. He said, In America it seems
religion is was more important to people than here. My heart was aching as I
saw just a glimpse of the darkness of Europe. I had heard about it before… how
people really don’t know Jesus. Most are not physically hungry but definitely
spiritually.
At that moment I sat there thinking… my heart is breaking
and I haven’t even made it to my “destination” and I felt a strong vibe that I
wanted to do more. I thought, Lord are you calling me to help the spiritually
lost in Europe? Are you just opening my eyes up even more? What is this pain I
feel so deeply? The song “Hosanna” by Hillsong came into my mind where it says,
“Break my heart for what breaks yours” and I felt that in that moment. I know
that I can’t myself feed every hungry person, hold every orphan, or reach every
one that is lost BUT I can help as many as possible and challenge people to GO!
Why aren’t more people willing to step up for the name of
Jesus? I feel that its selfishness, being scared, and never opening your heart
completely to be willing. Every one of us has a calling whether it is in the
states or in a foreign country BUT most are not listening to the voice of God.
He is not just calling some but every one has a purpose in the Kingdom of God.
He said for all of us to GO and make disciples… not just some.
A lot of things reminded me of Mexico in how they do things
but stuff was very different too. Ruth and I started talking about the culture
and it is very male dominant. Women really have no value whatsoever and they
have to summit. Men will seriously ask a woman to be his wife and they have no
dating process. She shared that I will probably be proposed to often and that I
need to be careful because these men want a white wife.
A lot of people are Muslim here and very few have an
Education. Most women have never been to school or they only went for a few
years. They don’t want their women to have a mind of their own. Ruth and I have
been staying here in the city for a few days getting some things done and
having this house fixed up for missionaries that come into town. We have work
crews of African men coming in to fix things. Yesterday one of them was trying
to talk to me. I was trying to explain that I don’t speak French or the tribal
language. He didn’t care he just wanted to really talk to me. Ruth translated
something he said and he had asked if I was going to be here tomorrow. She told
him yes and we laughed that his hopes were going to be up. Today he came back
with some of the other workers and they asked if I would like to be this guys’
wife. I was like NOPE! I’m all good and I’m taken! Which is a lie in one sense
but I guess I am taken by Jesus Christ. I am on my 6th day and I have already
had lots of men give me looks and attention. It is a little intimidating and
gross actually. We can’t even speak the same language and they want you.
I have enjoyed my time so much already and I know God is
working. My heart goes out for these people. I found out that in this culture
they are not huggers, which is hard for me since it is one of my favorite things
to do. And I always want to hug the children especially. It’s going to be an
interesting time to be in such a different culture and to meet all these
interesting people.
God b with you in your service...He's definitely has called us to b copassioate...blessings Tenielle
ReplyDeleteI want to say thank you I look at your pictures and I hop to see my son because he is there in Burkina Faso I miss him so much I know what it's like there I would still be there if I didn't get so sick that they could not help me there but I know my son is with is father and I send them help when I can I don't have a lot but I want my child to come home back to the US we just need some help to get him home I just want you to know that what you are doing is a blessing and thank you and If you happen to come across my child tell him that I love him his name is Easton and I'm working on getting him home. Thank you for all your doing in Burkina faso God bless you.
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